lcurtis (lcurtis) wrote,

Another birthday without you, Babe!

Turned the big seven oh today.  I don't know why but I feel good about this new decade.  I don't have all the answers, hell I don't even have all the questions yet.  But I do know that one of the best things I ever did was to marry you & have those three strong, beautiful, talented girls.  I recently had cataract surgery & while I was out of it, I had a dream that I saw Karma holding Brandon.  She told me that they were okay & for me not to worry about them.  Then I saw you & you said, "Everything is going to be all right."  It felt so good to hear those words that I really do believe:  it is going to be all right.  I have the house on the market but if it doesn't sell that is okay.  I can certainly stay here for a long time.  I have moved down stairs & have closed off the upstairs.  It is working out just fine. Every day I find something that you had done to make my life easier & I so appreciate it.  You were the best & I didn't tell you near enough how much you meant to me.  We had such a good life.  It wasn't easy but nothing worthwhile ever is easy.  I loved you through the good times & the not so good times.  It was all worth it & I have no regrets.  Thank you for taking such good care of me/us.  I have no idea what the future holds but I know that it will be all right.
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